Thursday, January 29, 2009

Uh oh

Fallen off the wagon, giving myself til the end of my holiday to get over myself, then it will be serious. I need to stop letting myself eat crap whenever I like.

I've stopped taking (under medical supervision) my anti-depressants and that has taken me a while. I've had enough excuses though, I don't need them anymore, my life is ok.

The scales are still at 82 ish so not too much damage done.

I really want to concentrate on getting back to 75kg and then i'll worry about what to do next.

I did buy a skipping rope, but it's been too damn hot to start. High 30's every day (that's celcius) and today at work we had no air conditioning, bleuch. It's still 30 degrees as I type this and I have to lock the house up to go to bed shortly.

The weather is driving me mad, bring back the snow I say!!

I'll be back at some stage with my half thought up plan for post holiday survival.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Motivation, where are you?

I really need to get organised, i've lost my motivation for good eating.
My house is spotless though, I thoroughly cleaned everything yesterday (my Mum was visiting).
So I feel good about that.

Had a loss of 0.5 this week, which i'm very happy about. I've gone back to parking at the furthest away car park from work so that I have to walk a lot further.

I'll be better this week.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Day three of project Hourglass

It's too hot to exercise, tomorrow will be 11 degrees cooler than today, how can that happen?  It's such a huge difference.  I will be back to parking my car far away and walking 30 mins a day tomorrow - at the moment i'm being a bit lazy and parking closer - I hate sweating!!

Yesterday I went out for lunch with my sister, we had a  nice Chicken tandoori and salad wrap (no chips) and I had a Chai Latte Freezaccino - OMG - it's the best thing i've ever tasted in my life - well, maybe the best thing i've tasted all week!!  Not sure how many calories are in one - but I didn't care at the time - it was a boiling hot day, the drink was cold - that's it in a nutshell really.

Monday, January 5, 2009

Day two of project Hourglass

I did ok yesterday til I got home.  I had a turkey and lettuce sandwich for dinner, it was too hot to eat, then I remembered there was ice cream in the freezer.  So, did I pick the 97% fat free one?  NO - I finished the white chocolate and raspberry ice cream - goodness knows how many calories in that one, but it's gone now and I won't be buying any more!  There was only a weenie bit left anyway.

Day two is off to a good start.
It's meant to get to 37 degrees today.  Blah.  I hate the heat.  I also hate showing my arms, but despite this fact I am wearing a singlet to work today, it's too hot for anything else and i'm past caring what people think about my fat arms etc, there are a lot worse than me walking among us!

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Staying anonymous

I'm trying to stay anonymous, not sure if it will work.  New year, new blog.

Clean slate, starting again.

I should have an hourglass figure, but i'm a bit of an apple at the moment.  I need to get rid of my belly, don't need to lose as much weight as "they" say I should.  I'd be quite happy with getting to 70 kilos, so that is where i'm starting.  I had lost 4, but put three back on at Christmas time.

Today is the first day of the rest of my life... 

Testing Testing

First post, just to test if this works!

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